feel of air

I felt my life

A wall

A shimmer of a thing

A feel of air

And breath

And light

And pain

And how I present myself

See myself

What I chose to wear

Eat

Do

And I saw bone

Skin

Soft

Hair

Frizzed from inattention 

Tied away from my face 

I saw my lack of care

My choices 

I saw power too

Unattached

Feeling the power of not being stuck in ones head

But being present in the whole body

The air was thick and warm

And I was dizzy with detachment 

Sleep tugging at my eyes

Mind 

Body

Bones

So I stayed awake

I must do everything now

At once

Wrestle for power and control