talk without me

I'm scared
I feel a cold rejection coming on
And it's wanted
I don't want you
And you don't want me
It reminds me of the past
I'm scared of you
Your silence
Your indecision
I find you attractive 
So I keep you around
I don't know my feelings
But I keep you hanging on
I imagined you were better
But you're part of a past I'm ready to move on from
But I cling to people that don't know themselves
Who hide in altered mind states
Wishing I would trip with them
That I would take their bid
It's not worth the effort
I'm not good enough you're not good enough
It doesn't matter
But it does 
But it's passing
It's not supposed to be significant
Talk without talk
Doesn't mean anything to me


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