illogical logic

Hello

My body prickles

With light

Adrenaline

Sick, nervous pain

Hello

I wonder if he hears

Hello

I wonder if I make sense

Why my words aren't heard

My fault

My breath shortens

Chest tight

Ok, I did it wrong

Let me start over

Ok?

No wait

Ok

Hi

Is that better?

I know I'm messed up

I know I'm mean

Let me try

Hello?

Hello

Hi

Ok

Ok

Please

Wait

That's not what I said

Meant

Wait

Ok

Sorry sorry sorry sorry

Lungs hurt

Air and panic

No

I can stop

Ok

Ok

We stopped

I'm wrong

Ok

I get it

I'm bad

I did it all wrong

When I feel it I'll say

It logical

Soon

But

My voice

My words

Illogical logic logical logic

Fuck that bullshit

Can't even speak

Bullshit