Monday, October 27, 2014

illogical logic

Hello
My body prickles
With light
Adrenaline
Sick, nervous pain
Hello
I wonder if he hears
Hello
I wonder if I make sense
Why my words aren't heard
My fault
My breath shortens
Chest tight
Ok, I did it wrong
Let me start over
Ok?
No wait
Ok
Hi
Is that better?
I know I'm messed up
I know I'm mean
Let me try
Hello?
Hello
Hi
Ok
Ok
Please
Wait
That's not what I said
Meant
Wait
Ok
Sorry sorry sorry sorry
Lungs hurt
Air and panic
No
I can stop
Ok
Ok
We stopped
I'm wrong
Ok
I get it
I'm bad
I did it all wrong
When I feel it I'll say
It logical
Soon
But
My voice
My words
Illogical logic logical logic
Fuck that bullshit
Can't even speak
Bullshit

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