their lips my eyes

They took me into words

And feelings

My stomach clench and shudder

My heart breaking at a no start

Wistful imaginings of pleasure

Pressing their lips

Pushing mouths and hands shoving

They told me eyes unblinking 

They told me nothing 

I'm alone I say

Brain narrows on truth

Life sharpens 

Faults show

I'm beginning to crack

Mirror eyes tell me to remember 

A soft affection for self