when I want

Write

Every day

If you love it

Practice

Every day

It's the only way to get better

Habits 

Habitual acts 

Of self violence

Self love 

Selfless selfish care

Practice 

I felt shame for not having the drive 

The mad focus

Of one possessed by pen

And ink

And indecision 

An excess of 'ands'

Because one statement is never enough

Conjunct placements 

Struggle to articulate in a set amount of words

Edit

Make a statement 

But life is not simple 

My mind changes all the time

I write when I want