UNSURE

I ignored it

The bleeding heart

A crimson cut

Flesh wound

Still fresh

Muscle memory

Reminding me of all the things I need to forget

I listen to the vague beat

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I don't hate myself

I just can't recognize me

Why my heart beats

My blood runs

My wounds ache

I turned my heart vibes in

Beating against a beat

Vibrating discontent

I worked hard to hate myself

Finding fault in my adrenaline state

They watched me

And I stood silent with my jaw locked shut