Monday, October 27, 2014

a pause

It feels like love is dying
I had to think about it
A pause in between words
Yes
I love him
But the pause
Hurt
I paused
So maybe
But my heart aches and races
Sore from loving
Beat from giving
Spent
Wasted
Too much time
I just needed love
Vulnerability pointless
I hurt every time
Attack! Attack!
Attack the emotions!
Defend!
I allowed the victory
And my heart hurt
It is easier to be mean
Easier
To stop loving
Easier to question you
When I don't feel loved back
Easier to give
In to hopeless when everything repeats itself

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